The insanity goes on...

These past few weeks have been insane and I think that Faith finally has had enough. She spent all day in bed yesterday... while her and I did.

She screamed all morning, she has a bad rash and she is just a mess. Her flushes are getting more and more differcult to do and she cries through them. We are having a real time with her going to school. She is either running a fever, in pain and just plain too crabby to go anywhere. I am at a loss as to what to do. Should I keep sending her even though she only can go 2-3 times a week or should I be done with the stress and confusion and just home school her. I wish God could help me find the answer to that one.

Today I do not feel strong. Today I feel weak, I feel defeated, I feel like the days just get worse and I am not sure when they will just get right.

Every week that I try to go to church I just find myself in the middle of a complete break down- the past 5 weeks every Sunday is a complete and otter break down with Faith.

Well all I have to say is pray for us- pray hard for us because right now that is all we know and that is all we need.

Blessings-Jen